Ugh.... out with the kidney stone...in with pneumonia.

Maddy's last day of preschool is tomorrow and they are having a ceremony. I am so sad and happy at the same time. Tawni and Haylee are now off track so they can go watch.

My 15 year high school reunion is coming up next month. 15 YEARS?!?!?! I can feel the wrinkles forming on my face just thinking about that. AAAHHHHH!

Brian and I had a date on Friday. It was not the romantic date we were hoping for, but it was nice. We had the whole house to ourselves thanks to my awesome sister who took all of the kidlets for the night. We have another counseling session tomorrow. She is going to ask about our date, as it was an assignment I guess you could say.

Counseling is going okay. I am not sure Brian really likes going. We haven't really gotten into the heavy stuff yet, and I am not sure I want to. I know we have to to resolve our many issues but it's going to just be hard.

I think I may have passed my kidney stone and not have known it. I feel soooo much better and I am still on my antibiotics until this coming Thursday. These pills kick my butt. They make me so dang tired. I can't wait to stop taking them because I hate falling asleep 2 times in the day. It gets in the way of my productivity here. ;)

Work is still going good. I love it. It is so fun. It really is a cool place to work.

UGH!! Kidney stones hurt... that is all I am saying about that!

Soccer is in full swing and Haylee's team is doing GREAT!! This is so exciting. She has never been on a winning team before. Tawni's team is still struggling. I hope they can get in one win before the end of the season.

Marriage counseling is going good. We have an assignment to go on a date Friday night. Now that is my kind of assignment. I hope we can get someone to take the kids all night. If not, oh well. It really is a bit sad that I am so emotional during our sessions. We have had 4 sessions and I cried at three. Blah! I can tell this is going to be emotionally taxing. For so long I have kept things inside and now they are coming to the surface and it's like I am experiencing things all over again.

I think I have decided to write a book. LOL My sister Jill convinced me to. About what yet, I don't know. I will keep you posted on that. Who knows if I ever get started on it though. LOL

Up and down.... up and down. That pretty much sums up my life lately. Just when I think things are back on track, something happens and everything blows up again. Things are good again now, and let's hope things stay good. :)

I still miss facebook and all my friends on there. It's hard to not talk to them. I wish I had written down contact info or email addresses before I so hastily deleted my account.

I stopped taking my meds for my diabetes and high cholesterol... DON'T HATE ME!!.... I just couldn't take it anymore. I am such a baby, but every night I would wake up terrified and I don't know why. I would wake up shaking, and freaked out and absolutely terrified. It started when I took my meds, and stopped when I stopped taking my meds. I need to ask about different ones. I know I did BAD by stopping. But those night terrors were unbearable.

I am trying to get over the flu. I have been a sick since Wednesday. I didn't go to work today or yesterday. Plus the stress of a 2 day fight with Brian over the same initial thing didn't help anything.

Haylee has won 2 out of 3 soccer games. Tawni hasn't won yet. Hopefully she can win a game this season. But when the coach doesn't even show up for practice, well, it would be kind of hard to. UGH

Tawni has a new boyfriend. He is in 8th grade. They kissed for the 1st time today and it was his first kiss. Awwww.... NO WAIT!! I am not supposed to be thinking that is cute! She is tooo young! ;)

Haylee's 10th birthday party is coming up and you all can come if you want! It is May 30th at 2PM at my house... 2682 South Melville Drive (8040 W). I am sure we will be serving some sort of food whether it be pizza or hot dogs... I vote PIZZA! ;) I hope you can make it!

I hope you are all doing well. Until next time...

It is now May 2nd, and these past 2 weeks have been VERY up and down. Brian and I have had major troubles in our marriage and due to that I have left facebook and myspace. Things happened that really never should have and Brian found out and we have broken up about 3 times in the last 2 weeks. Right now, we are back on. We are now in marriage counseling. I, as well as Brian, think it will be very beneficial for us. This is something we have needed for a LONG time. Hopefully it is not too late to help us. We decided to go with a Christian counseling service. I think that they would be more helpful to us in our situation and not be so quick to write us off and tell us to just go our separate ways. If by chance we DON'T make it, at least we can say we tried everything.

I started a job on April 13th at Tawni and Haylee's school being a playground aide. I ♥ it!! It is a blast! I am sure my mind will change once it gets very hot or very cold next winter. LOL I can bring Maddy with me and it's only about an hour and a half every day.

Maddy is going to be having her last day of preschool on May 18th. It seems like yesterday that she started. This school year seems to have just flown right by. She will be turning 4 in a few months!!!

Haylee and Tawni started outdoor soccer last weekend. I LOVE being a soccer mom! It is a BLAST!

I am going to go back to school to become a medical assistant, and then probably continue to become an RN. I am very excited. Going into the medical field is something I have always wanted to do so this is like my dream come true. Well, one of them at least. ;)

On Monday, I went and had blood work drawn to see how my liver is doing. I had my appointment today to get the results and I am very VERY happy to say that my liver is FINE!!!!! I do not need a biopsy! I cannot express enough how thankful for prayers that were said on my behalf. I appreciate them.

We have finally gotten most of Tawni's new room finished. We need to fix a few stuff , and put the last coat of primer on and then paint her walls. It has been a LONG progress and I am excited it is almost over.

I hope to keep remembering to update this at least weekly. I have been awful about it this last month. LOL

Oh and Tawni still has the same boyfriend she got 2 months ago! He has been in Texas for the last month and she misses him something fierce. He comes back home this weekend and she can't wait to see him. Isn't that sweet??

Since I am not on facebook or myspace anymore, you can still get a hold of me through email or my cell phone. My email is terilynachenbach@yahoo.com or terilynachenbach@comcast.net or princessmommyto3girls@gmail.com. My cell number is 801-205-4090. You can text me if you want. I ♥ to text! :)