Sunday, November 29, 2009

I trust everyone had a fantastic Thanksgiving! I had to work that day and it was sooo fun and crazy busy! We were only open for 4 hours, and I am amazed at how busy we were at Michael's.

When I got home on Thanksgiving, Brian was about to leave to go to WalMart and get in line for a big screen TV. Just when I was dozing off at around 1:30 AM, he text me and said that I need to get down there now. So I got dressed again and went down and waited in line for him while he went shopping. He was first in line to get a TV, and he didn't want to lose his place so I sat for him. Luckily for me I know people that work there because Brian does, so I had company for the time I was there. :)

After I left WalMart I went home to get the girls so we could go get free snowglobes from JCPenney. I then dropped the kidlets at home and went to Bed, Bath and Beyond and then to my work. I didn't get to sleep til about 8:30 AM and was supposed to wake up an hour later to take the kids to the parade, but missed it. I woke up at 2 PM so I could be to work at 3. I have been so tired lately.

Things haven't changed with Brian and I. It's still the same. I wish things weren't this way. I miss him like CRAZY! See... I am getting teary-eyed just thinking about it. *sigh*

Thursday, November 19, 2009

I am going back to school!!! I am so excited. For now, it is to be a medical assistant, then later to be an RN. Brian and I are not doing well at all and so I want to be able to support our kids should he decide to leave. It's something that I have always wanted to do. Too bad it took something like this to get it going.

My job at Michael's is still good. I have made a lot of friends there. Yesterday, I was offered a permanent position there. YAY! Since I was only seasonal when I was hired, I was nervous they would let me go after the holidays. Apparently I am a good, hard, and fast worker. :) And apparently I talk too much when I am supposed to be working. LOL Some things you just can't help. ;)

Monday, November 16, 2009

I feel so sad when the people I know and love and care for are having a hard time right now. You know who you are and I am praying. I love you.

I feel also that Brian and I are drifting apart. I feel like we are constantly fighting about the same stuff, and it is so tiring. It makes me sad. I wish we could just work through our issues and be happy again. Will that ever happen??

Thursday, November 12, 2009

I can just feel everything falling apart around me....

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

I cannot believe that Halloween is already over. This year is totally flying by. Even more so now that I am working.
My job is great. I really like it.

My Uncle Gene passed away on Monday morning. His funeral is Thursday and Friday. He was a great man. He was my grandma's brother.

My sister Meagan had a baby yesterday. I am not sure of she still is right now, but this morning she was in NICU for pneumonia. She is adorable. I can't meet her until we get back from down south.